Hanging

 

 

I’m catatonic

Can’t feel my legs

And my hands…

My arms like boulder

I’m out of breath and my head is hanging

In empty space...

 

And here I stay, hanging

I don’t move

I can’t move

Everything is slower... confused

My movements, my thoughts…

 

I’m hanging between two worlds

Not knowing where I am

Or who I am

Or what I am doing or thinking...

 

I’m in a place

Halfway between sleeping and waking…

 

Awareness is thin like air

Thoughts are like dust

Weightlessly I’m barely moving

I’m losing myself in this nowhere land

It’s dreadful

And I fear I will never get out

I’m floating

All of me is floating…

 

 

 

 

I’m in a place

Halfway between sleeping and waking…

 

Every breath hurts,

My head’s in a whirl

Weightless and empty

Everything is hanging

Floating

And I’m powerless

No thoughts

No emotions

Not even for a moment...

Everything becomes dust

Slipping through my hands

So heavy and numb

 

I’m in a place

Halfway between sleeping and waking…

 

I’m getting sick

Strength is leaving me

If I could only fall asleep, without thinking

Only sleep without thinking...

 

 

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